From now on I REFUSE TO MOOP! I refuse to be negative!
Life is beautiful; my life is truly wonderful
I have parents, a comfortable home with food and other necessities, I go to a decent school and usually get decent grades, I have a few good close friends, and honestly the cherry on top is my wonderful boyfriend. I mean I look around and there’s not that many couples, or at least successful couples. But when people admit to me that they envy how lovely matthew and I are together, I just feel so special. There’s not many of us. Not many couples make it through high school, maybe a few good months and then people get lazy and move on. But to me this relationship is so perfect and I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of loving this man.
Perfectly imperfect. Of course we will have arguments and mishaps but only silly ones that dissipate with kissies and cuddles and we carry on loving each other like how it should be. It’s wonderful. It’s amazing actually, how much I love him. Is it really rare? Our type of love?
So I should never feel bad if people envy me. I mean I should be humble. But then again just be personally grateful for the great love and joy I have in my life.
I’ll admit I do have a problem with my patience and emotions but now that I’m getting older and I realize how I act, I’m really trying to fix myself. Emotions and feeling sad is useless I mean except in some cases but yea, I think WORRYING is my enemy. I worry too much, care too much. Sometimes I forget to care for myself. I should care that I am happy and remain happy. So that’s what I’m gonna do, just focus on the good things in my life, all the good memories and memories to come
IM SO LUCKY to have such a wonderful mom, a comical dad, and a boyfriend who makes my days and future always seem brighter! These are the people who mean THE MOST to me and I don’t need anyone else
I’m happy (‘:
